Monday

Jelena aka Helen the Bashful Dragon 1.13.02

My first impression as we were walking up to "Zoey's Cafe" was something in the style of "Sheesh! Is this a middle-America version of Beverly Hills?" My fears were confirmed when we walked up the stairs into the room where the reading was to take place: a rather formal looking crowd, the venue hostess in a long velvet dress with rhinestones, a huge bouquet of Bird of Paradise flowers on stage, a group of poets discussing a fashion show... Somehow, I felt like a paratrooper who was just about to land in the middle of a lake and suddenly realized he couldn't swim. And the feeling continued to linger throughout the reading of the two featured poets. Then, Pat Payne got on stage to shake things up and made me feel at home again. Pat is one of those goddess-poetesses whose words go straight for one's heart. She doesn't shy away from either painful or seemingly mundane subjects, and she presents them with a force that leaves audiences in positive awe. No wonder she got chosen to compete against Saul Williams at the poetry slam in Taos in June! And Pat, if you get to read this, I'll be rootin' for ya, sister!

Now, I'll let you in on a secret: Pat actually lives in Los Angeles (not Ventura). As a matter of fact, with the exception of Phil Taggart and Gwendolyn, Angelinos took "Zoey's" by storm this time. Pat started the landslide, and then Gauvin followed. Well, technically Gauvin now lives in Ventura, but poetry he performed at "Zoey's" deals with Los Angeles, the Broadway street corridor in particular, the homeless, the crack addicts, and the whole sub-culture of sub-standard living in the area we commonly refer to as downtown. He also told me in strictest confidence that he used to live in Downtown L.A. As a matter of fact, he still sells his paintings in L.A. from time to time. After Gauvin, four other Angelinos -- four Litravers for that matter -- had an adventure in Ventura: Thaine, Frankie, Wayman, and myself. And although I know it is not polite to listen in on other people's conversations, I must tell you I overheard some of the audience saying how any of us could have been featured readers. (No disrespect to the features -- that's just what I heard people say.)

All in all, I had quite an unexpected adventure in Ventura. And for all of you LitRavers, if you hear Pat Payne is performing at a poetry venue near you, go see her! That sister can say it like it is... she sure can!

Wayman Barnes 1.13.02

Ventura Road Trip III

We love Ventura! We love roadtrips! We love Zoey's! We love TJ! We love Nila! We love Pat! We love Phil! We love Gwendolyn! We love Gauvin! We love Doris! We love Enid! We love Roe! We love Thaine! We love Frankie! We love Merlin! We love Jelena! We love Angela! We love Wayman!!! We love Dan! We love John!

Can you tell we had a good time?

Zoey's Cafe
451 E. Main Street (in the 'El Jardin' courtyard) - Ventura
(805) 652-1137
http://zoeyscafe.com
for more information call: (805) 672-1756

Jelena aka Helen the Bashful Dragon 1.13.02

Journeys with Jaha and Other Stuff Goddesses Are Made Of

If you are in the mood for some journeying, Jaha Zainabu is definitely the person you need to talk to, or more precisely, she is the person you need to LISTEN to. Her sultry voice and inimitable poetry style will "get you when you are not looking," and take you on a most unforgettable journey of your life. From the streets of Los Angeles at night, populated by people who have "no flyers to make ... no place to go ... and no money for even tea," she will take you to a laundromat in the Valley, the one on the corner of Magnolia and Cahuenga, and right from there, she'll lead you into the depths of her own beautiful being that shines like a star, like the goddess she is. Her words will make you want to go home and "spit-shine your uterus" and be proud of the woman you have become. She will make you want to be a woman just like she is if you are not one already, and she will have men secretly yearning to get her when she's not looking. There is only one, inimitable, unstoppable Jaha! And we were lucky to bask in her light last night at "Mia." If you want to bathe in that light too, go visit her at "Hutch's" in Pasadena any given Wednesday night and join her on her "Journey." Believe me, it will be a journey of your lifetime.

Journey with Jaha
Wednesdays at 8:30
Hutch's Barbecue
390 E Walnut
Pasadena
626 449 8095

Mia
Saturday at 7:30, FREE
At Tanner's Coffee
On Colorado between 2nd and 4th in Santa Monica

Leslie Moore 1.13.01

Hello LitRavers! Has anyone seen the movie "Iris" yet? It's about a writer who ends up with alzheimers. I cried buckets. It has Kate Winslet in it. I love her. She plays the young Iris. Judi Dench plays her when she is older. She is a great actress. She is going to win an academy award I bet. I highly recommend this movie. You'll love it. Especially if you are a writer.

Jelena aka Helen the Bashful Dragon 1.11.02

Kicking it with tha homeboys

LitRave at Green?!? What LitRave? Green is my home, my family! And you know how it is when you go to visit family... First, you never get there on time. Then, as if being late is not enough, you practically don't listen to what your family members are saying but instead play with that cute little niece or nephew, exchange some hugs with your favorite cousins, and then you and your special little "family clique" get together and talk about whatever comes to mind without paying attention to the rest of the gang. After that, you get some food, talk some more, and then everybody scatters until the next family reunion.

That's exactly what happened to me last night at Green. I am a Green homegirl for gosh' sake! First, it was Johnny... I mean, Jelena come lately. Then, I couldn't resist playing with Tai, Damon and Robin's 6-month old son. He is soooo cute! And no matter what anybody says, Damon, he looks exactly like you except for those huge brown eyes he must have gotten from his mom.

After that, instead of listening to other people's poetry (like a good LitRaver should), I had to schmooze with my homeboys, Poetri, Gimel and Omari and my homegirl Gina. And then, I got into philosophizing and freestyling with Kwame and Lloyd, and before I knew it, it was the end of the reading. Then, we went to Denny's (a Green tradition), some ate, some talked, some did both. And that's about all I remember about last night's Litrave. So, don't ever expect me to submit journalistically relevant reports about my family, 'cause I'm jus' kickin' it wid muh homeboys. That's all (folks)!

Wayman Barnes 1.10.02

Green goes to Culver City

Yay! The holidays are over!!! We can finally return to our real lives and do the important stuff: poetry, partying, and poetry partying.

And there is no better place than Green for that. Especially, with Dj Jedi on the turntables, Damon (or, in this case, Poetri) running the show, and the old gang in the audience. Welcome to 2002, indeed. May we never be apart.

Green
Thursdays at 8
Tanner's Coffeehouse
4342 Sepulveda Blvd.
(two blocks south of Washington Blvd.)
Culver City

Charlotte O'Brien 1.10.02

I am Woman ... Hear Me

There is a certain Woman that I look for and occasionally find. And when I do find her, I recognize her and I am moved. This type of Woman vibrates, resonates, and you don't know why, you can't put your finger on it but it's there and you can't help but feel touched. I've heard it said that these Women come in threes. Last night I found three of these Women. Imagine that! Three Women weaving songs and stories and of course poetry and how could we not have come away cast under their spell?

One by one the lights were turned low at Hutch's BBQ. Jaha Zainabu stepped up to the stage – not a microphone – who needs a mic when you have a voice like that? Someone turned on the light hanging low behind her, and she was bathed in tiny beads of color. We were hooked…then the cello, then her voice.

Jaha has the type of voice you can't help but be hypnotized by. Her words spill out like a cat purring around your legs, into your lap. You can't help but listen to every word, intonation. You can't help but watch the way she holds her head, the way she moves when she speaks, slow, deliberate: Or the patterns that her hands make as if dancing to her words. You can't help but be charmed by her playful banter between each piece. As she rises out of herself and her poetry to realize that you're there, listening.

The venue was small and intimate and the audience gathered round, clustered. Jaha made her audience welcome and in turn her audience welcomed her. Gradually the performance bellied out as though a whole nine months were s welling into the space of two hours. Intimate, doesn't really cut it. It was almost as though we had stumbled into a bedroom or a living room or a Woman's kitchen and she was performing just for us, unabashed, as though she knew we were there and didn't care. She was just doing her thing…All of them were.

If you haven't seen Ms. Grey perform yet then you need to make it a priority. She was Jaha's feature poet. Sometimes there just aren't words…but I'm gonna give it my best shot.

Bridget Gray stepped up in the most amazing coat I have ever seen. A hand knitted coat of many colors and the way the light strung beads across her shoulders. Well, I don't know how I'd missed it before but I hadn't noticed how delicate, how exquisite, how regal her cheeks bones. It was appropriate for her to start with her signature piece "Shades of Gray". The last time I'd heard this piece it was during a slam and it packed punch. She was beautiful and sassy and I know that I for one wanted to be her and definitely wished that I'd written it. But that's part of what is so unique about her, her pieces could never be mistaken for anyone else's. Last night her edge was different. In this intimate setting, she exposed to us a side of Woman that is in essence in all of us: The part that we as Women are forever trying to hide. She simply spread her colors out on the floor in front of us: so brave and open. She was everything that I admire about that certain type of Woman, and I was blessed to witness such a moving performance. I was weeping with her. She was everything…EVERYTHING, but grey.

She got a standing ovation.

We came to the end of this cypher with someone who I have a hunch is one of Jaha's very close friends Aquiah. She was…well I don't like to overuse this word, and I don't want to devalue what she did, but in this instance I just gotta say it. Like Bridget and Jaha before she was absolutely beautiful. You ever met a Woman who is beautiful only on the outside? Well, I think that part of what distinguishes these girls as Women is this. These Women stepped up beautiful and stayed beautiful, no I take that back…got more beautiful. It was when Aquiah (who admitted that she was shy about singing) opened her mouth and sang like…like…like. Well, like a f---ing Goddess that I knew she was truly how she looked. She followed this song with a piece she had "dug out" of her bottom drawer. If that's' the old stuff then I sure would like to hear her do some more recent pieces. She left as suddenly as she had come and I kinda felt a little cheated. Like But wait a minute girl, I just know you've got more…

And more there will be. Hutch's BBQ is hosting Jaha's show every Wednesday night at 8:30pm. I know that I'm gonna be there every week. This is the type of show I've missing in my life. These are the types of Women I look for and aspire to. I hope Jaha will forgive me for quoting from one of her poems aptly entitled "You…Woman" but "Sister, you Woman when there are some things you just know because the heavens told you." And I know that this is a whole lota Woman for one little show.

Also, don't miss Jaha featuring at Mia this Saturday night OR her upcoming performance in the Vagina Monologues. I guess you'll need to go see her for details.

CJ

Journey with Jaha
Wednesdays at 8:30
Hutch's Barbecue
390 E Walnut
Pasadena
626 449 8095

Mia
Saturday at 7:30, FREE
At Tanner's Coffee
On Colorado between 2nd and 4th in Santa Monica